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Mask of Music
“In my mindI hear melodies pure and unearthlyBut I findI can’t give them a voice without you”‘Til I Hear You Sing – Love Never Dies I’m an unashamed Phantom Of The Opera Fan (or Phan, if you will) and could certainly write at length about any number of topics: from the musical, its sequel, the…
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A Musical Prayer: Revisited
A little under a year ago I posted a reflection on “Plowshare Prayer” by Spencer Lajoye-if you haven’t yet read it, or need a refresher id encourage you to read it before this post. A Musical Prayer This post will be a reflection on my journey and the song since the prior post. The first…
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She writes murder!
Proof I still do creative writing!! Witchy Biz has just taken a back seat to life recently (and I really want to at least finish a draft of my novel by mid next year) but I decided I wanted to share this small project from a recent show I was a part of. This post…
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Chapters Closed
This is an open letter of sorts. And will likely be a tad more raw than much of what I post. CW Include mental health, suicide, substance use, sexual assault, violence. It purposefully isn’t addressed to any particular person or party, as the anger, frustration and pain I will share is beholden to none but…
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Meaningless Music
Subtitle: Doing everything yet nothing Do you remember a while ago when I was proclaiming how magical music was and how envious I was of certain artists and how they could capture so much power into a single song? Well, while I certainly have not created anything I’d place on a similar level, I have…
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Awkward Horse
An awkward horse,For all to see,Yearning for justConformity Each step new scars,All tries with cost,Lingering fear,When masks are lost. But why fear the loss,Of chains long endured?Is it their ‘safety’Or feeling secured? Authentically me,Unlike other types.I’ll let the mask fall,Scars become stripes, Something I learnedAt the rising of Libra,I’m no awkward horse,I’m a fierce fiery…
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My writing is meaningless
“I’m not lonely, just a bit tired of this f-king shitNothing that I write can make me feel good” – SugarCrash! ElyOtto Why bother writing when what I write is meaningless? Why bother posting what I write if there is no meaning within? What have I written that I could point to having made any…
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Could have been me
“Don’t wanna live as an unsung melodyI’d rather listen to the silence telling meI can’t hear you, I won’t fear you” Could Have Been Me – The Struts Been awhile since I wrote about music here, or much of anything for that matter but more about that below A short time ago, even though it…
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Void of volition
Oops… As the Full moon approaches, here is a very late new moon update that was primarily written in the eve of the new moon…. But I had to get past my reservations to share. CW: trauma, cptsd, ptsd “Hang on a second… yup… *wretch* I… sorry… it *wretch* I was worried about this…” -Unfortunately…
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A Night Without Moonlight
A spell for intuition and mental clarity. Moon Phase: New moon Herbs: Blue Cornflower and Calendula petals Crystals: Optional/Witch’s Choice (I wore just an obsidian pendant) Best performed outside beneath the new moon. A night without the glistening mirror, A night to make intention clearer, No light shining, No point hiding, Void of light, We…
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