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Chapters Closed
This is an open letter of sorts. And will likely be a tad more raw than much of what I post. CW Include mental health, suicide, substance use, sexual assault, violence. It purposefully isn’t addressed to any particular person or party, as the anger, frustration and pain I will share is beholden to none but…
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Meaningless Music
Subtitle: Doing everything yet nothing Do you remember a while ago when I was proclaiming how magical music was and how envious I was of certain artists and how they could capture so much power into a single song? Well, while I certainly have not created anything I’d place on a similar level, I have…
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Awkward Horse
An awkward horse,For all to see,Yearning for justConformity Each step new scars,All tries with cost,Lingering fear,When masks are lost. But why fear the loss,Of chains long endured?Is it their ‘safety’Or feeling secured? Authentically me,Unlike other types.I’ll let the mask fall,Scars become stripes, Something I learnedAt the rising of Libra,I’m no awkward horse,I’m a fierce fiery…
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Could have been me
“Don’t wanna live as an unsung melodyI’d rather listen to the silence telling meI can’t hear you, I won’t fear you” Could Have Been Me – The Struts Been awhile since I wrote about music here, or much of anything for that matter but more about that below A short time ago, even though it…
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Void of volition
Oops… As the Full moon approaches, here is a very late new moon update that was primarily written in the eve of the new moon…. But I had to get past my reservations to share. CW: trauma, cptsd, ptsd “Hang on a second… yup… *wretch* I… sorry… it *wretch* I was worried about this…” -Unfortunately…
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A Night Without Moonlight
A spell for intuition and mental clarity. Moon Phase: New moon Herbs: Blue Cornflower and Calendula petals Crystals: Optional/Witch’s Choice (I wore just an obsidian pendant) Best performed outside beneath the new moon. A night without the glistening mirror, A night to make intention clearer, No light shining, No point hiding, Void of light, We…
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A Day to be Visible
It is International Transgender Day of Visibility. And no, I’m not going to wish you a happy one. Last year, I was so thrilled with 3/31… I painted my nails in trans pride colors, I wore ALL of my trans-coded jewelry and I made sure I was seen and known in my community. This year?…
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Isolationism in the Void
“… isolationism was an important, even dominant strand in U.S. politics. After the Second World War, this strand disappeared, smothered by the widespread and bipartisan conviction that the United States needed to stay engaged with the world to prevent future crises.” – Anne Applebaum Welcome to this cycle’s new moon update. There was a different…
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A Blood Moon Rises
At least one did last week. Worm Moon’s blessings to you dear reader. This was supposed to be posted Saturday, but I decided to sit on my full moon mediations a little longer. Then, a fresh batch of chaos erupted on Sunday, followed by a terror on Monday, leading to the cataclysm that was Tuesday.…
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