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Mask of Music
“In my mindI hear melodies pure and unearthlyBut I findI can’t give them a voice without you”‘Til I Hear You Sing – Love Never Dies I’m an unashamed Phantom Of The Opera Fan (or Phan, if you will) and could certainly write at length about any number of topics: from the musical, its sequel, the…
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A Musical Prayer: Revisited
A little under a year ago I posted a reflection on “Plowshare Prayer” by Spencer Lajoye-if you haven’t yet read it, or need a refresher id encourage you to read it before this post. A Musical Prayer This post will be a reflection on my journey and the song since the prior post. The first…
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Awkward Horse
An awkward horse,For all to see,Yearning for justConformity Each step new scars,All tries with cost,Lingering fear,When masks are lost. But why fear the loss,Of chains long endured?Is it their ‘safety’Or feeling secured? Authentically me,Unlike other types.I’ll let the mask fall,Scars become stripes, Something I learnedAt the rising of Libra,I’m no awkward horse,I’m a fierce fiery…
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My writing is meaningless
“I’m not lonely, just a bit tired of this f-king shitNothing that I write can make me feel good” – SugarCrash! ElyOtto Why bother writing when what I write is meaningless? Why bother posting what I write if there is no meaning within? What have I written that I could point to having made any…
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Void of volition
Oops… As the Full moon approaches, here is a very late new moon update that was primarily written in the eve of the new moon…. But I had to get past my reservations to share. CW: trauma, cptsd, ptsd “Hang on a second… yup… *wretch* I… sorry… it *wretch* I was worried about this…” -Unfortunately…
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Beneath a Pink Moon
Pink Moon’s blessings to you dear reader. Wait, what’s this? A full moon update that’s ON TIME? Indeed, though it may be on the shorter side this time around. In fact things around here MAY slow down for a little bit as my life goes through a transitory stage, which I will not be sharing…
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Tempering Toxicity
The relationship every trans person has with their pre-transition self is unique. For some they are a stranger, an invader that needs to be ejected. To others, they’re the bully keeping us chained down. Some may even view them almost fondly, grateful their “protector” kept them safe until they were ready. My personal experience has…
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A Musical Prayer
On my now all but abandoned Patreon, my first members only post was a look at the magic of music, specifically related to the song “What A Good Boy” by BNL. I also teased in that post that I would cover another song in a similar style “soon”. But then things changed… Patreon got paused,…
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Delayed Divination Distribution
In a perfect world I’d like to do a batch of blessings weekly. I’ve been writing at least one a day recently. Affirmations I’m still struggling with so they may move to an “on occasion” cadence. This batch of blessings comes with some exciting news! I’ll be launching an eBook on my kofi store soon!…
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Generating Gratitude
Intent: Express and Feel Gratitude This spell is a bit of a Jekyll and Hyde. Somewhat like the holiday for some folks. Admittedly, folks like me. These days I have a simple but happy tradition, I also have so many wonderful memories from this day. Far more good than bad in fact. But there is…
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